2006-09-08

I Ordered The Meditation Program... & Now I can't Wait!

Well I've finally taken the plunge and ordered Holosync! I've been thinking about buying it ever since I listened to their free demo CD. On the free demo CD they basically tell you all about how their meditation technology works. And for the last 6 minutes, they give you a 'sample' of their technology, without any talking over the top. They say it's not quite as strong (a more 'diluted' version) of what you get if you actually buy it.

Apparently Holosync is proprietary technology and I can believe that, because it's the first one that actually made a really noticeable difference to me. You know that tired-yet-wired feeling (or exhausted would be a better word) ME/CFS sufferers get... I had it so bad that I just never felt relaxed - not one part of my body. I was constantly tense. I first tried the CD when I still had ME/CFS quite badly (I am now nearly recovered [More...]), and what struck me was how my legs started to relax immediately. Wierd.

Anyway, I've finally decided to give it a go. It certainly sounds like it's worth its weight in gold, even though it's extremely pricey. I must admit that I have tried 'conventional' meditation techniques, but to no real avail. And other meditation CDs do have an effect but not to the extent I'd like. And these guys say you can reach a meditative state deeper than a zen monk's - just by playing their CD for an hour each day, on headphones... so what do I have to lose?

So why do I want to be able to meditate? Several reasons - I want to be able to tap back into my creativity and imagination - the way I used to when I was a child. That's somehow been 'squashed' out of me since then. And I want it back. I need it back.

I also want to deal with stress better. That, I think, will be the thing that 'bumps' me over that last 'mountain' into the land of complete recovery. Right now, the slightest thing goes wrong and I still don't cope with it very well. Better than I used to, of course, but I've realised that this factor needs to be changed. And all roads seem to point to meditation, no matter how I ignore the signs.

And last, I want to be able to THINK! I seem to be a person that just has trouble with stopping and just being. I am much better than I used to be, but I want to be even better at it...

Doing nothing and just thinking. Mentally 'watching' your thoughts float along objectively, and feeling unattached and neutral about them. I believe that that's when your path unfolds clearly in front of you. That's when your imagination sets alight and calmness pervades your body. So that's why I'm ready to try Holosync, and I have to admit, I'm quite excited about it. In fact, I can't wait. I'll keep you posted...

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